Sunday

Today we started church at 9:00 a.m. it was fabulous. I love going early and coming home and being able to take a nap. My relief society President was teaching today and called me last night to ask if i could give a few thoughts/testimony on families. I said that I would. Any one who knows me knows it is my biggest fear to speak in front of people. I was worrying about it all morning i did not know what I was going to say. I was shaking in my chair. When it was my turn I got up and held on to the podium so you couldn't tell I was shaking, well it is a collapsible kind and I proceeded to knock it over. After that embarrassment, I cried through the whole thing. I have know idea what I said. To finish off when i was finished I tripped over a cord on the way back to my seat. I am such a spectacle. Needless to say I did not get over my fear of speaking. In fact it may have made it worse. I came home to tell Chase, he thought it was funny and a great way to get out of many speaking, teaching positions.